Allergy medication mother's hand, so I'm going to go and parents weekend clothes. Each time, my father always helped me along the way busy preparing. I say, "You recover from, I have to, not a child to work." But he does not always listen, but also because this is the first wash, I actually stubborn up with his father, also Shuaqi cussed on if you do not smell desolate father's words, doing according to their wishes, an "I grew up, you bugger," the posture.
For a long time, his father said gently: "You're a big boy, my father married before you pack clothes and books, the really sad tears still remember my father cried when you feel the intentions of raising so much.?. girl, married say so impatient, once put all your stuff home evacuation ...... "My father made it very peaceful, as if casually tell a homemade thing. Can share imperceptible sound sad, let me startled. Has heard the words of his father behind, hard to recollect that happened, there is no concern over his father's eyes, but did not see the tears that filled with fatherly affection. Remain in the memory, and only that, is small pamper yourself, no one scolded, not played the father yelled at the moment of grievances and tears.
Continue silently scrub clothes, but throat choking unspeakable thoughts. Regret that year to understand how his parents would not give up her daughter and worried about the future?
These days, the words of my father has been lingering in the ear, sparking endless memories and emotion.
In my mind, my father's preference is known. All my neighbor aunt almost all published "xxx this girl really prefer the" feeling! That era, thick beautiful pictures, showing as long as I like to buy a certain father; the other kids did not get the three pink beads necklace, I have; almost as real golden bracelet, I have; favorite father He took out his pocket a stack of tickets, then choose from a number of small denomination coins, smiling (carrying a mother) into my hands ...... So, I became the richest little friends, is the envy of most children. Of course, it is like a father to discuss obedient, sensible child.
Cold winter, came home from school the first thing is to open a pair of cold hands toward the father's big hands; night, got into his father's bed, so cozy, so I still obsessed. Father read the book and I secretly read what "Orientation" "Anti-Gang Xue Tang" "Night of Harbin" and so on; father liked to listen to opera, opera, opera, Huangmei, I unwittingly obsessed .
However, when you get married how to ignore the tears to the eyes that?
Stare at nearly seventy father, and that gray hair, some bent figure, inexplicably moved and melancholy in my heart. Want to tell you:. "Dad, I'm sorry" to his tongue, it was already blurred sight barrier ......
父愛深沉，我以為自己一直都懂……
母親的手用藥過敏，所以周末我就要去幫父母洗衣服。每當(dāng)這時，父親總是忙前忙后幫我打下手。我一再說“您歇著，我自己來，又不是小孩子干活�！笨伤偸遣宦�，而且因為先洗這個還是那個，我竟然跟父親犟了起來，還耍起了牛脾氣，對父親的話惘若未聞，按自己的意愿做著，一幅“我長大了，您管不著”的架勢。
許久，父親溫和地說：“你長這么大，爸爸就在你出嫁前收拾衣服和書籍時，真的傷心落淚了。還記得嗎？爸爸對你喊了。那時候覺得用心養(yǎng)這么大的姑娘，說嫁人這么迫不急待，一次就要把家里所有你的東西都搬空……”父親說得很平和，像是在輕描淡寫地述說一件家常事�？陕曇糁械哪欠莶灰撞煊X的傷感，還是讓我為之一震。已經(jīng)聽不到父親后邊的話了，用心回憶當(dāng)年的情景，根本沒有關(guān)注過父親的眼角，更沒有看到那充滿父愛親情的淚花。留在記憶中的，只有那種，被從小寵愛自己、沒罵過一句、沒打過一下的父親大聲呵斥了的委屈和瞬間的淚如泉涌。
繼續(xù)默默地搓洗著衣服，喉頭卻哽著說不出的思緒。懊悔當(dāng)年的自己怎么就沒有體諒到父母的不舍和對女兒未來的憂心忡忡？
這些天，父親的話一直縈繞在耳邊，激起了無盡地回憶和感動。
在我的印象中，父親對我的偏愛是眾所周知的。所有的鄰居阿姨幾乎都對我發(fā)表過“xxx對這個閨女真是太偏愛了”的感慨！那個年代，厚厚的精美畫冊，只要我流露出喜歡，父親一定給買；別的孩子得不到粉色珠串的三層項鏈，我有；幾乎可以以假亂真的金黃色手鐲，我有；最喜歡父親從口袋里摸出一疊票子，然后從中選出面額小一些的零錢，微笑著（背著母親）塞到我手中……因此，我成為小伙伴們中最富有，也是羨慕的孩子。當(dāng)然，更是個討父親喜歡的聽話、懂事的孩子。
寒冷的冬天，放學(xué)回家第一件事就是把冰冷的手伸向那雙張開的父親的大手；夜里，鉆進(jìn)父親的被窩，那樣溫暖舒適，讓我至今念念不忘。父親讀過的書我也偷偷地讀，什么《隋唐演義》《薛剛反唐》《夜幕下的哈爾濱》等等；父親喜歡聽的戲曲，越劇、豫劇、黃梅戲，我也不知不覺地迷戀。
然而，出嫁時怎么就忽略了那含滿淚水的眼角？
呆呆地看著將近七旬的父親，和那花白的頭發(fā)，有些佝僂的身軀，莫名地感動和惆悵涌上心頭。想對您說：“爸，對不起�！笨稍挼阶爝�，卻被已經(jīng)模糊了的視線阻隔……
