我的父親是一個地地道道的農(nóng)民，一個地地道道的文盲，他沒有任何學(xué)問可言。在我滿月時(shí)候，父親特意請來鄉(xiāng)里一個挺出名的算命先生，算知我五行缺金，又因?yàn)楦赣H希望我長大有出息能夠跳出窮山村，于是算命先生便給我掐出這樣一個名字：金翔。然而，就因?yàn)檫@個名字，我的童年很孤寂，小伙伴們常玩的“打仗”的游戲，是不會讓我加入其中的——他們會咬文嚼字般地稱：金——翔，今天要投降，多不吉利呀!于是就把我一個孤零零地晾在一旁。
My father is a farmer, an illiterate, and he has no knowledge.. Full moon in my time, my father specially invited the village a very famous fortune teller, too know me five for lack of gold, and because the father wanted me to grow up promising to jump out of the poor mountain village, and fortune teller then to pinch me out of such a name: Jinxiang. However, because of the name, my childhood was lonely, the guy with who often play "war" of the game is won't let me join them - they will chew like said: gold - Xiang, today to surrender, the more unlucky ah! He left me a solitary hanging on the side.
那種感受父親是顧及不到的。也不知道是沒進(jìn)一天學(xué)堂，還是成天忙于繁重的農(nóng)活卻仍無法脫離貧因，而造成他長年陰沉著臉和暴躁的性情，加上那望子成龍的心切，便構(gòu)成他對我獨(dú)特的管教方式——娃兒的出息是罵出來打出來的!而我對父親的恨，也正是在這一次次的領(lǐng)教中，不斷加劇加深——盡管我的學(xué)習(xí)成績應(yīng)驗(yàn)了他那句全村聞名的“至理名言”。
The feeling that the father was not.. Do not know is not into a day school, or are busy all day long heavy farm work is still unable to escape because of poor, caused by he spent years with a sullen face and irascible temperament, and the expectations of eager, form he on my unique way of disciplining wanderers ambition is called playing out! And I hate father is in the experience of this time and time again, the increasing deepening, although my grades fulfilled his sentence in the village famous "wisdom".
當(dāng)接到大學(xué)錄取通知書的那天，我一口氣沖上山頂，哭了，不是為自己十年寒窗所獲的美好前途，成為全村羨慕的第一個大學(xué)生，而是為自己終于可以脫離父親的管制，實(shí)現(xiàn)不想見到他的夢想!
When received a university admission notice of the day I breath rushed on the top of the mountain, cry, not for their own bided received the promise and become the first college in the village envy, but he can finally escape his father controls, do not want to see his dream!
上大學(xué)的前兩年，我沒有回過一次家，沒有認(rèn)真給父親寫出一封信，就連每次收到他托人寄來的生活費(fèi)，我也只是應(yīng)付性地寫上“錢已收到，勿掛念”的類似短語。因?yàn)楦赣H沒有學(xué)問，寫信他也不認(rèn)識。直到大三那年，直到父親托人給寫來一封信時(shí)，我的靈魂和良知才受到一次強(qiáng)烈的震撼。
University two years ago, I did not return home, not seriously to his father to write a letter, even each received his trustee to send living expenses, I just manage to write "the money has been received, don't miss the similar phrase. Because his father had no knowledge, he did not know. Until the age of three, when the father trustee to write a letter, my soul and conscience was a strong shock.
信是父親找上初中的小侄子寫來的，沒有什么要緊事，只是問我好不好而已�？尚艑懥藵M滿幾頁，小侄子詳細(xì)地講明父親來信的原因，說父親晚上做了一個夢：夢見自己吃饃，拿起來剛咬一口，兩顆大牙就莫名其妙地沒了，一看呢，饃上有一片血紅，牙都粘在上面......驚醒之后，父親便再也睡不著了。于是天剛亮就找小侄子寫信。而這一切呢，僅僅因?yàn)槔霞覀髦环N說法，說是夢見大牙掉是要死親人的。而父親首先想到的是他離家在外求學(xué)的兒子。
The letter is the father found a junior high school nephew wrote, nothing important thing, just ask me good or not. Trusted to write full pages, little nephew in detail to explain in a letter from my father, said father night had a dream: the dream of their own to eat steamed, picked up just a bite and two teeth on the inexplicably gone, a look at it, steamed with a piece of red blood, teeth are sticky at the top... Waked after, his father would never sleep. So the day just light to find a letter to nephew. And all this, just because the home with a saying, that is the dream of death is off their teeth. The father thought first of his son who went away from home to study.
讀到這里，我對迷信的父親的所舉，報(bào)以嗤之以鼻，甚至憤然。最后，小侄子講了一個令他驚訝不解的事，說就在他鋪開紙，提筆欲寫時(shí)，卻一時(shí)記不起我的大名，結(jié)果遭到父親的訓(xùn)斥：“虧你狗崽子念了這么多書，記性也恁賴，叫——金翔!”“金——祥”于是小侄子一邊念叨一邊寫在紙上�！皩戝e了!寫錯了......”小侄子說當(dāng)時(shí)父親望著他剛寫下的名字大聲喊到，緊接著，他從手里奪過筆，在紙硬邦邦地寫下“金翔”兩個字后，訥訥地告訴他：“我這一輩子只識這兩個字!這就是我全部的學(xué)問......”小倒子說他當(dāng)時(shí)驚訝得說不出話來，他說，要知道，全村人都知道二爺他老人家一字不識，包括他自己的名字呀!
Read here, my father said to superstition, a sniff at, even angrily. Finally, little nephew told a thing surprised him puzzled, said in his unfolds the paper, pen wants to write, but temporarily can't remember my name, was the result of his father's rebuke: Kui you son of a bitch to read so many books, memory and Nen Lai, called -- Jinxiang! "" gold - Xiang "so little nephew while talking about the side to write on a piece of paper. "Wrong! Wrong......" little nephew said when he looked at he had just written the name shouted, immediately, he seized the pen from his hand. In a stiff piece of writing "Jinxiang" two words, Nene told him: "I this life only know these two words! This is all my knowledge..." small son said he was surprised to say a word to, he said, you know, the village people all know putting his old illiterate, including his own name ah!
那一刻，我雙手捧著書信，朝著家鄉(xiāng)，轟然跪下，淚水潸然。
At that moment, my hands holding letters, toward home, crashing down, tears surge.
